A lot of the time I’ll doodle to just process things, I notice that when I’m using my hands sometimes it allows me to feel into what’s going on and often let whatever emotions are there flow. So then my sketchbook becomes a space where I can relax, de-stress, (or turn up - sometimes I get hype off making art), work on ideas, and generally have a good time.
With this piece I was just making random marks until I saw something that could create a form. That turned into a figure, then I added a background. When I started to hit the pencils with lite gouache layers I kept asking, “what would make this piece more interesting to me?” And I got the idea for the talking Catfish. How I used to think was that it was better to come up with an idea and then execute the idea. Now I realize that you get ideas by doing the actions and it’s cool to build things up piece by piece. I feel like I learn a lot building pieces up in sections. And I still work ideas both ways, but I’m not as strict about it. There are multiple ways to approach making pieces or just working in the sketch book.
Now my sketchbook is a space where I can learn and have conversations with myself that benefit me. I think it’s interesting that the more I use my sketchbook the more it unfolds and offers me benefits.